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till jannah u're my besties..

Wednesday, July 24, 2013 @ Wednesday, July 24, 2013 | 0 Comment [s]

This post special I dedicated to my besties in CFS IIUM..

thank you..thank you..thank you..

2 yrs ago,,I came to CFS IIUM..with no friends that I know before..i feel like God threw me at mars..so scary because im alone..suddently in small class,,we meet for the first time.we didn’t know each other before.who u are?who I am?but in two yrs..we get close..and close..and close..I love the feeling that we think the same way. It is like our brains have their own waves linked to each other – like we are born to be friends forever. u make me smile..u drive my day crazy..u wipe my tears..u teach wat im not understand..We are the nerdy type of girls. We love to do our own business..we are really crazy and “almost” mentally-retarded girls..hahaha..guys,I wish that I could explain to you how much you mean to me..you’ve shown me that it’s oke to be alone here.We keep on inspiring and encouraging each other when the other one is feeling down.im so grateful having you guys by myside.I wish I could tell you how much I love you..but there just aren’t words,are there?the friendship we have is the kind that comes along once in lifetime..the kind that where we can know what the other thinks and feels without saying a word.you mean everything to me..there really isn’t another way to put it..

Our journey might be different after this..but I wish you nothing but the best in your new life..i cant lie myself..i t breaks my heart knowing that I won’t see you every day after this like b4..no more “lepaking” till midnight in muzi’s room like b4..no more story telling till pengsan..im sure I will miss all that moments!i will miss our laugh..i will miss yr nagging..i will miss everything about u!but we need to spread up..not because we dnt love our friendship or what..but for our FUTURE..i genuinely hope that you find all the happiness you deserve..

Guys..seriously im scared..i know it’s selfish,but I need you..it terrifies me that you could find someone else that can replace me!really scared when think about it..u are so mean to me..please don’t replace me..Even If I am thousand miles away from you,please remember to call me when you can..i’ll always answer and I’ll always be there for you..no matter what happens..till jannah we will keep our friendship..janji!

I do not know why I am closing this post rite now..Words cannot express our friendship. It is indescribable. I love you to the moon and back and infinite..i love you guys..thanks for the memories..i will miss our moments..srry for my wrongs..I thank God for letting us meet because we totally click! I hope that our friendship will stay this way forever and will change for the better. I know we will see each other again. Trust me; we will travel the world in the future. We have to because it is our greatest dream!good luck for gombakians..good luck kuantians..till we meet again!

my road:)

Friday, July 19, 2013 @ Friday, July 19, 2013 | 0 Comment [s]

Assalamulaikum fellas!..salam ramadhan kareem..after lama tidak membebel disini,,tah hantu mana sampuk ak..so hari nie rajin plk nk mengupdate belog ku ini..apa yang aku kecoh sgt nk tls nie..hermmm.lets story mory..its about my future!akhirnya setelah dua tahun perjalanan aku dalam mengejar cita2 yang ak sendiri blurr nk jdi ap akhirnya tamat dgn lamaran rasmi dr uia hari nie..weeee!but b4 that,,ak nk rewind blik sgla penah jerih ak kat cfs iium..camera!roll it...

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Life is a journey filled with oppurtunities,hardships,heartaches and of course it will test our courage .. Dua tahun aku menahan belajar benda yang langsung xpenah ak impikan..xpenah terlintas nak jdi engineer..still fresh in my memory..when i was in first sem in cfs iium..i cry most of my nights while praying to Allah..crying everytime on phone with my parent..i just wanna quit!i dont wanna be at here!take me out..i asked Allah why He threw me alone here..why3!i never asked Him to be at this place!I know i am not such pious man that Allah asnwer my questions quickly..but arabic word had said.

"Ma qaddarallah kheir"

Apa yg Allah takdirkan itu baik belaka

i trust on Him 100% with all my heart..i know He has His own plan how to answer my question..slowly,,i start fall in love with the UIA’s humid air..mmeting wth nice people..enjoying nice place..it make me realise how lucky i am here..this place really brings me to get closer with Him..glad at last,without no doubt,,i love this university so much!!He give me what i need not what i want..and yes!ALLAH DOES NOT GIVE ANY PERSON MORE THAN HE/SHE CAN BEAR!i can handle it..

but im still cannot deny that i cant love this course...im stupid in math..im stupid in physic..how can i be an engineer if all that subjects just ruined my cgpabut why ak msih tercongok

setia dengan uia??sbb ny ini harapan mama and abah..apa2 kita buat,,restu ibubapa tu penting..redha Allah terletak pada redha ibu bapa..mereka sruh aku bertahan..

Day by day,month by month,year by year..akhirnya,,my nightmare in foundations years near to the end!hooray!and people are so excited to fulfil their majoring form..kautim kiri,,kautim kanan..tgk previous rslt,,hermmmm..ya!i need something yang relate dengan computer..this is my passion..technology,,gadjet..software,,they make my day well sbb sbjct computer and programming la ad a jgk dlm result ak..hrpkn physcs and math mmg hancur la kan..so,,i decided one of my top3 choice is BIT even my rumates said that im crazy..!

comp engine,commu engine,BIT!thats all i want..

After waiting for couple months akhirnya uia officially purposed me..“bachelor in information teachnology(Hons)..

alhamdulillah! Allah heard my tears..Allah listen my duas..frust sebab tak dpt engine??

tipu lah kalau kata tak kan sbb all my friends dpt engine kowt..except me..ak target computer and information engineering..i wanna that course so badly..but xde rezeki kan..

but still bersyukur sbb dpt course yg xlari sgt dr minat aku..

Ramai orang tanya aku..kau gembira ke dgn twrn tu?kau yakin ke dengan course tu?

nak keja ap?tinggi ke peluang kerja?haihhh!*big sigh fellas* soalan itu juga bermain dlm kepala aku..tapi aku ad jawapan ak tersendiri...ak tahu kelebihan diri ak..aku tahu apa minat aku..kalau x,,xde la aku letak BIT as one of my top three choices b4 this..soal pekerjaan,,ak petik dari kata2 abg raja..

rezeki Allah kan luas bukan?..

So People,our life is an endless journey..it like a broad highway that extends infinitely into the distance.the practise of meditation provides a vehicle to travel on that road.

our journey consists of constants ups and downs.but never give up!life is about learning,repeating3..Allah knows the best for you..trust Him..

Our life is a great canvas..you should throw all the paint you can on it as long as it can bring u to more closer to Allah and be success worldly and hereafter..jalan kita pilih mungkin berlainan..tetapi dari jauh,,ak mendoakan yang terbaik buat kamu..kamu ..dan Ya kamu..about me?no worries..i am Robert Frost!

“ I took the road less travelled by,and that has made all the difference”-robert frost,road not taken

insyaAllah..this is new beginning for us..we are 20!now it is our time to make our dreams come true!

continue in struggling for yr better future..jgn penah lelah..jgn letih..fighting!

semoga kejayaan milik kita satu hari nanti..insyaAllah.salam..

credits|| @doodlelicious

my 20 runway..

Tuesday, April 30, 2013 @ Tuesday, April 30, 2013 | 0 Comment [s]

my sweetie pies besties,nash and muzi..xlupa my dearest classmates!

Thanks so much for throwing me a surprise birthday party! I was definitely stunned! I was speechless when you surprised me with a 20th birthday cake..nak prank muzi but its turn to me!hermm,nash..i almost get minor heart attack you know..but it was wonderful and I'll never forget this celebrating my beday with awesome buddies..You guys made my birthday more special and memorable.

I am so glad we are sorority classmates. Thanks for being a true friend during all my ups and downs, ha.
All of you are such a happy kids and kind person..even baru satu sem skls,,tapi korg sgt best..the best classmates i have..i love g142 members..

Dear Allah,,Thank you very much for the wonderful blessingsI’ve received this year – that’s to have special circle of friends who wish the best for me.And you’re one of that. Thank you..

the most hectic sem

Tuesday, October 23, 2012 @ Tuesday, October 23, 2012 | 0 Comment [s]

Yeaahhhaa!xm daa hbs.that's mean officially sem 1(12/13) comes to the end..fuhhh!Alhamdulillah,i still breathing eventhough i thought i will be "Syahid" during this sem..

.how fast tyme flies ryte!this sem will be my worst sem ever because i need to struggling hard in my way to scorring well for the subject that i hate damn much,,physics*sigh*.even ak xde la rapat ngn classmates ak sem nie,,but for sure i will miss them.. thanks,bro for changing n teaching me a lot ..girl,just speak louder if u wanna win!!girl,run the world..girl run the world..

Allah give me such a very big task for me to accomplish well this sem..i put my trust on Him and insyaAllah i will handle it well..going pass through this sem is not easy like i imagine b4 n i dont have any idea at the first because this time only three girls out of 21 students.the rest are boys and this is CRAZY..*buat2 pengsan*..Mula2 masuk group nie pun daa memang terpeanjat gile2..mana xnya,,masuk2 kelas sume classmates xpakai tudung except for this three cik kiah..am i dreaming?no2..daa btol la nie..

nseb bek xkena parkinson tau dak!!

i started my super awesome sem with question came from one brother that until now,i dont know what is his name.."sister,betul ke awk group nie?"..haa,btol la ak group nie..xkan ak men tibai je msuk kelas org..haiihhh!bikin pns btol..org tengah pening ngn perubahan angin monsun nie..bnyk soal lak dia..daa la first time xtahu kenapa..ak homesick!yup..i miss my home,my feveret nasi kerabu so much and i want go home!!

awal2 sem,rase awkward gile sampaikan asal masuk kelas,maka jadi patung hidup la ktrg..i dont know who you are and you dont know who i am..and before join this group,ak xpenah perasan or ternampak muka2 macho nie kat uia..yelaa!bukan keja aku nak mengendap anak teruna org kn..nk usha2 jauh sekali..memandang kan kami bertiga je yg daa mcm powerpuff girls nie,so everyday..every class ktrg akan tercongok di barisan paling depan..heran jugak,,sbb imam tertinggal kat blkng..

masuk ke kelas,,mesti cramp mulut nie..punyer la focus bljr even sebenarnya sedang berperang dengan mengantuk..i try not to stepping down to the floor with sleeping even this is damn hard!!bila diadukan ngn kawan2 ada pulak yg bg petua bodoh..lau ngantuk,tngok la brader2 yg handsome2 tu..penah jgk ak try buat exspecially tyme physics sbb ak xsuka physics..tapi syg,,makin teruk ngantuk ak nie..last2 ak cium jgk meja nie..xberkesan langsung!!

sempat jgk ak pegi buat muka sedeh mcm peserta kena reject asia's next top model(muka model ke dik nun oii?) dpn AA..konon nk mintax simpati sbb nak tkr group..tapi bulat2 kena reject

“you are engineering student..you want it or not,,u must face this challenge..when u are in degree,it will be more worst!you are so lucky because there is three of u..so,learnt from now..girl,just run the world”..gedebukkkk!amek kau..OMG!OMG!run la sangat madam..bile daa msuk kelas,daa mcm statue of liberty kena parkinson saya rase...

bile daa ari2 dikelilingi abang2 handsome,,haha.

.maka soal ehem2 selalu mnjdi pilihan bile call abah..abah selalu tanya,,xde yg berkenan ke?xde ehem2 lagi ke?agak ny abah takut ank dia tidak laku kowt..since ramai brother dlm kls ak kan..makin excited abah nak menantu kan..tah la,bah!ramai sngt..xtau nak usha yg mana satu,abah..rambang mata..haha.."actually abah ku syg..ngah kena focus bah..dorg bijak2.ngah nak lawan dorg..lau xde jgk jodoh,xyah kawen..dnt wrry be happy oke.."

One of favourite things ak suka buat sem lepas,,bila dlm kls BTQ(Basic Theme Of Al-Quran)..ak sangat suka dengar brother2 baca Al-Quran.

..eventhough i dont know the voice belongs to who..and i love to imagine muka si pemilik suara in my own creativity..ya Allah,,boleh tahan gedik jgk aku nie..tapi xkesah la..asal gedik xtunjuk kat org..most of them have very nice voice during read the Al-Quran.Lau antar proposal for calon menantu abah,,konfem abah suka nieyhh!ada satu suara tu,,sangat la best..lau ustazah sebut je nama dia,,ak yg daa angguk2,geleng2 nie pun boley segar balik..macam kena renjatan elektrik..wahhh!!suara memikat kalbu betul..ak xknl dia..hanya daya imaginasi yang terlebeh hebat nie je selalu imagine muka dia..daa la tiap2 kali nama dia baca,tiap2 kali tu jgk gambaran laki tu berubah2 dlm otak ak nie ...BUT dont know why,one day tibe2 terluah pulak isi hati nie kat cik Ain..i really want to know how he looks b4 this sem comes to the end..is it same like wat i imagine?1/4 yes..skli Ain tunjuk mana dia gerangan pemilik suara..dan ternyata,,dia budak baek..suci je muka..oke,jgn nak kacau!

Benda paling pedih tapi sweet at last bg aku ialah bljr chem even kena toucher segala..

,tapi madam mmg superb!!thank you madam..i take your challenge and at last i did it!!perhatian madam bagi even selalu kami kena tegur

sangat menjadikan saya seorang perfectionist..mau xnya,,pegi kls chem tu terasa mcm pegi kem askar..haa,mmg kalau dlm kls chem ahli cik kiah sederet nie mmg xkan xbrckp or bergerak ke mana2."dalam barisan,tegak!"...nek cramp punggung nie kadang2..haha..msuk je kls chem automatik jdi org bisu jap ..haha.punyer la takut kena bedilan roket xberpandu madam..tapi xjugak2 selamat..selalu je kena bedilan roket xberpandu ngan madam..sngt menyakitkan hati tapi ia mengajar saya tuk jadi lagi kuat!!.lau tyme chem tu,,nk p toilet sanggup tangguh dlu..punyer la baekkn!!kehadiran,sekali je xdtg..yg len penuh!!

tapi ak heran!brother2 relax je berbual tyme chem.!kadang2 rase geram jgk..ini adalah penafian hak sama rata!!yelaa madam syg gile ngn dorg..tapi ak percaya,maybe nie cara madam nak tafsirkan rase sayang dia ngan the gegirls..redha,tabah,berserah..

next sem..aku daa tkar channel baru..yeayyy me!..to brother2,good luck olls!thank you so much for accepting me as one of this group members..even aku xpenah bercakap ngn korg...nice to know n have competition with all of you..thank you sebab top up thp keberanian aku!!to my gegirls,ain and azira..thank you so much sbb jadi gang saya sem nie..n sanggup layan kegilaan ku ini..terima kasey!..hoho.to MR.A,tq ats kata2 peransang kau yg daa mcm dr.fadzillah kamsah tu."nurin,ko kena ingt..restu cikgu tu tunjang kejayaan kita..lau xde redha cikgu,pandaii mcm mana pun,,xkn berjayanya..".no wonder la kan ko jadi head prefect kan weihh..(even first time aku tengok ko daa ptus harapan nak hidup)..kalau bkn sbb kau,daa lama ak quit chem nie tau x!!..trus kawan ngn ak oke!jumpa ak xpayah nak malu2..chill!!

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