till jannah u're my besties..

This post special I dedicated to my besties in CFS IIUM..

thank you..thank you..thank you..

2 yrs ago,,I came to CFS IIUM..with no friends that I know before..i feel like God threw me at mars..so scary because im alone..suddently in small class,,we meet for the first time.we didn’t know each other before.who u are?who I am?but in two yrs..we get close..and close..and close..I love the feeling that we think the same way. It is like our brains have their own waves linked to each other – like we are born to be friends forever. u make me smile..u drive my day crazy..u wipe my tears..u teach wat im not understand..We are the nerdy type of girls. We love to do our own business..we are really crazy and “almost” mentally-retarded girls..hahaha..guys,I wish that I could explain to you how much you mean to me..you’ve shown me that it’s oke to be alone here.We keep on inspiring and encouraging each other when the other one is feeling down.im so grateful having you guys by myside.I wish I could tell you how much I love you..but there just aren’t words,are there?the friendship we have is the kind that comes along once in lifetime..the kind that where we can know what the other thinks and feels without saying a word.you mean everything to me..there really isn’t another way to put it..

Our journey might be different after this..but I wish you nothing but the best in your new life..i cant lie myself..i t breaks my heart knowing that I won’t see you every day after this like b4..no more “lepaking” till midnight in muzi’s room like b4..no more story telling till pengsan..im sure I will miss all that moments!i will miss our laugh..i will miss yr nagging..i will miss everything about u!but we need to spread up..not because we dnt love our friendship or what..but for our FUTURE..i genuinely hope that you find all the happiness you deserve..

Guys..seriously im scared..i know it’s selfish,but I need you..it terrifies me that you could find someone else that can replace me!really scared when think about it..u are so mean to me..please don’t replace me..Even If I am thousand miles away from you,please remember to call me when you can..i’ll always answer and I’ll always be there for you..no matter what happens..till jannah we will keep our friendship..janji!

I do not know why I am closing this post rite now..Words cannot express our friendship. It is indescribable. I love you to the moon and back and infinite..i love you guys..thanks for the memories..i will miss our moments..srry for my wrongs..I thank God for letting us meet because we totally click! I hope that our friendship will stay this way forever and will change for the better. I know we will see each other again. Trust me; we will travel the world in the future. We have to because it is our greatest dream!good luck for gombakians..good luck kuantians..till we meet again!

my road:)

Assalamulaikum fellas!..salam ramadhan kareem..after lama tidak membebel disini,,tah hantu mana sampuk ak..so hari nie rajin plk nk mengupdate belog ku ini..apa yang aku kecoh sgt nk tls nie..hermmm.lets story mory..its about my future!akhirnya setelah dua tahun perjalanan aku dalam mengejar cita2 yang ak sendiri blurr nk jdi ap akhirnya tamat dgn lamaran rasmi dr uia hari nie..weeee!but b4 that,,ak nk rewind blik sgla penah jerih ak kat cfs iium..camera!roll it...

  Life is a journey filled with oppurtunities,hardships,heartaches and of course it will test our courage .. Dua tahun aku menahan belajar benda yang langsung xpenah ak impikan..xpenah terlintas nak jdi engineer..still fresh in my memory..when i was in first sem in cfs iium..i cry most of my nights while praying to Allah..crying everytime on phone with my parent..i just wanna quit!i dont wanna be at here!take me out..i asked Allah why He threw me alone here..why3!i never asked Him to be at this place!I know i am not such pious man that Allah asnwer my questions quickly..but arabic word had said.

"Ma qaddarallah kheir"

Apa yg Allah takdirkan itu baik belaka 

i trust on Him 100% with all my heart..i know He has His own plan how to answer my question..slowly,,i start fall in love with the UIA’s humid air..mmeting wth nice people..enjoying nice place..it make me realise how lucky i am here..this place really brings me to get closer with Him..glad at last,without no doubt,,i love this university so much!!He give me what i need not what i want..and yes!ALLAH DOES NOT GIVE ANY PERSON MORE THAN HE/SHE CAN BEAR!i can handle it..

but im still cannot deny that i cant love this course...im stupid in math..im stupid in physic..how can i be an engineer if all that subjects just ruined my cgpabut why ak msih tercongok 

setia dengan uia??sbb ny ini harapan mama and abah..apa2 kita buat,,restu ibubapa tu penting..redha Allah terletak pada redha ibu bapa..mereka sruh aku bertahan..

 Day by day,month by month,year by year..akhirnya,,my nightmare in foundations years near to the end!hooray!and people are so excited to fulfil their majoring form..kautim kiri,,kautim kanan..tgk previous rslt,,hermmmm..ya!i need something yang relate dengan computer..this is my passion..technology,,gadjet..software,,they make my day well  sbb sbjct computer  and programming la ad a jgk dlm result ak..hrpkn physcs and math  mmg hancur la kan..so,,i decided one of my top3 choice is BIT even my rumates said that im crazy..!comp engine,commu engine,BIT!thats all i want..

       After waiting for couple months akhirnya uia officially purposed me..“bachelor in information teachnology(Hons)..alhamdulillah! Allah heard my tears..Allah listen my duas..frust sebab tak dpt engine??tipu lah kalau kata tak kan sbb all my friends dpt engine kowt..except me..ak target computer and information engineering..i wanna that course so badly..but xde rezeki kan..

but still bersyukur sbb dpt course yg xlari sgt dr minat aku..

  Ramai orang tanya aku..kau gembira ke dgn twrn tu?kau yakin ke dengan course tu?nak keja ap?tinggi ke peluang kerja?haihhh!*big sigh fellas* soalan itu juga bermain dlm kepala aku..tapi aku ad jawapan ak tersendiri...ak tahu kelebihan diri ak..aku tahu apa minat aku..kalau x,,xde la aku letak BIT as one of my top three choices b4 this..soal pekerjaan,,ak petik dari kata2 abg raja..

rezeki Allah kan luas bukan?.. 

    So People,our life is an endless journey..it  like a broad highway that extends infinitely into the distance.the practise of meditation provides a vehicle to travel on that road.our journey consists of constants ups and downs.but never give up!life is about learning,repeating3..Allah knows the best for you..trust Him..Our life  is a great canvas..you should throw all the paint you can on it as long as it can bring u to more closer to Allah and be success worldly and hereafter..jalan kita pilih mungkin berlainan..tetapi dari jauh,,ak mendoakan yang terbaik buat kamu..kamu ..dan Ya kamu..about me?no worries..i am Robert Frost!

“ I took the road less travelled by,and that has made all the difference”-robert frost,road not taken

  

  insyaAllah..this is new beginning for us..we are 20!now it is our time to make our dreams come true!continue in struggling for yr better future..jgn penah lelah..jgn letih..fighting!semoga kejayaan milik kita satu hari nanti..insyaAllah.salam..